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Wednesday, September 03, 2008 | 9:05 PM

tsk tsk..
i am perhaps inhuman after all...
rvcoians mostly posted emo posts on the zhiyin 4...
with cheem lines that says how much they remebered this day...the seniors..and ppl started cryin and all....
i cant imagine myself cryin and all.
tads so impossible.
my overall feeling as i finished zhi yin 4 was juz another mission accomplished.
and i go PHEW.
luckily nvr make big mistakes.
tads all.

i cant imagine myself to go to the state to be so sad....or sth less tragic...err...so..reluctant.
mostly becos i dun have any close sec 4 seniors.
aniwae for goodness sake.
most of the sec 4s are stayin luhh..

why let your emotions suffer..??
i bet after posting this post ppl are sure to hate me or come after me with a chopper or sth.
but i am stating wad im feeling now.
probably becos i performed too much on stage.
i dun feel anything.
wads there to rmb??
the stage is juz a place where u are exposed to large amt of viewers watchin u.
where ppl will be sitting comfortably on a chair...or on the floor.
duhh
wad rubbish am i uttering.

i admit now.
the reason why i dun feel wad others feel..lets take bloggers i juz visited..
shuchin....jiawei....shiehuei..
ok.
mostly these.
i dun feel like them becos i am not that close with anybody.
my so called best frenz arent that best friends compare to others.
i dun put effort in friendships and communications.
hahas.
u realise?
i dun really like to go out with ppl
i dun really follow ppl..
ppl follow me...if they dun..i am juz alone in my world thads all.
when im alone i dun feel isolated.( tads juz to tell u)