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Wednesday, September 03, 2008 | 9:05 PM
tsk tsk.. i am perhaps inhuman after all... rvcoians mostly posted emo posts on the zhiyin 4... with cheem lines that says how much they remebered this day...the seniors..and ppl started cryin and all.... i cant imagine myself cryin and all. tads so impossible. my overall feeling as i finished zhi yin 4 was juz another mission accomplished. and i go PHEW. luckily nvr make big mistakes. tads all. i cant imagine myself to go to the state to be so sad....or sth less tragic...err...so..reluctant. mostly becos i dun have any close sec 4 seniors. aniwae for goodness sake. most of the sec 4s are stayin luhh.. why let your emotions suffer..?? i bet after posting this post ppl are sure to hate me or come after me with a chopper or sth. but i am stating wad im feeling now. probably becos i performed too much on stage. i dun feel anything. wads there to rmb?? the stage is juz a place where u are exposed to large amt of viewers watchin u. where ppl will be sitting comfortably on a chair...or on the floor. duhh wad rubbish am i uttering. i admit now. the reason why i dun feel wad others feel..lets take bloggers i juz visited.. shuchin....jiawei....shiehuei.. ok. mostly these. i dun feel like them becos i am not that close with anybody. my so called best frenz arent that best friends compare to others. i dun put effort in friendships and communications. hahas. u realise? i dun really like to go out with ppl i dun really follow ppl.. ppl follow me...if they dun..i am juz alone in my world thads all. when im alone i dun feel isolated.( tads juz to tell u) |