i realise that i had no life
not becos that i mug or sth ( which i nvr)
at least ppl who mug gained sth from their mugin
but i not not onli dont mug
i also nvr go out with frenz
todae got another class outing todae
but i nvr go
cos i dun feel like going
why do i get the feeling that i have gotten depression??

i feel empty
super empty

i have nth to talk about nowadays
tads why i use Y as a topic
and i used it meanly

no goals no nth
no experience in anything no nth
no emotions..no nth
no time. actually i do have time. but i dunno where it went.
ppl can manage their time well
they can work they can play
they can study they can go out
but i did nothing of the above

so pathetic
and i offend ppl lately
tads becos i feel empty
u guys everytime say i lame
tads becos i did it on purpose
i try to make ppl laugh by laming

tads the onli thing i can do
wad else can i do?
i have no interest in anything
really

too much responsiblity
i am spending my time escaping on things i shld be doing
tads why no time for everything. no mood for everything

paiseh todae emo post again
the emptyness in me is killing
i cant breathe
this is like when i play wuti
i realise that i nvr breathe. at all. starting from the knocking part.
until the very end
i realise that i ran out of oxygen
.
emptiness.
gah
pathetic.
who can save me?

i realise that i had no life
not becos that i mug or sth ( which i nvr)
at least ppl who mug gained sth from their mugin
but i not not onli dont mug
i also nvr go out with frenz
todae got another class outing todae
but i nvr go
cos i dun feel like going
why do i get the feeling that i have gotten depression??

i feel empty
super empty

i have nth to talk about nowadays
tads why i use Y as a topic
and i used it meanly

no goals no nth
no experience in anything no nth
no emotions..no nth
no time. actually i do have time. but i dunno where it went.
ppl can manage their time well
they can work they can play
they can study they can go out
but i did nothing of the above

so pathetic
and i offend ppl lately
tads becos i feel empty
u guys everytime say i lame
tads becos i did it on purpose
i try to make ppl laugh by laming

tads the onli thing i can do
wad else can i do?
i have no interest in anything
really

too much responsiblity
i am spending my time escaping on things i shld be doing
tads why no time for everything. no mood for everything

paiseh todae emo post again
the emptyness in me is killing
i cant breathe
this is like when i play wuti
i realise that i nvr breathe. at all. starting from the knocking part.
until the very end
i realise that i ran out of oxygen
.
emptiness.
gah
pathetic.
who can save me?