arghzxc.
one more week.
i onli have one more week.

do u think its possible for me to whiten? lol
i dun wan to have the stupid orange blush.
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ORANGE blush.
might as well cut down two pieces of orange skin stick on my face -.-

haiz.
lets talk about happy stuff.
yesterday watched beethoven virus until episode 10.
i was so damn touched by the performance
onli 30 percent of the audience came.
and they are performing beethoven 9th symphony.
which is the famous work tad includes choir.
HOWEVER.
the choir disbanded long long ago.
could not make it.
plus
the conductor injured his hand.
he was bearing the pain while he conduct.
Ouch.

but still. to the end of the concert.
the choir came!
like fantasy!
while the symphony was playing.
the conductor relates his childhood story.
damn damn . sad.

when the performance ended
u can feel the effort the whole orchestra put in sia.
it was damn cool
i hope i feel the same thing during SYF.
everyone was crying while playing.
cos everyone damn touched.
actually not everyone crying lah
i onli noe durumi did.
cos she seems to read wads going on on the conductor;s mind.
the sad childhood.
where he wanted to commit suicide together with his mother.
when he was 10 yrs old.
all he had to do.
to kill his mother.
is to sit down at a corner
and wait quietly for 10 mins.
becos his mother is ill
needs to be injected with medicine every 3 mins.
if he juz sit there for 10 mins.
his mother will die.
their family damn damn poor.
but juz then.
i think is his imagination
but he hears music.
symphony orchestra playing music.
he opens the door.
light floods in.
and there he is on the stage beside a conductor.
and that conductor is him himself.
he sees his future.
he wans to be a conductor.
music has brought him life.

************************
shld i try squatting on the road?
or shld i try squeezing in 7 pieces of biscuits at one go?

arghzxc.
one more week.
i onli have one more week.

do u think its possible for me to whiten? lol
i dun wan to have the stupid orange blush.
><
ORANGE blush.
might as well cut down two pieces of orange skin stick on my face -.-

haiz.
lets talk about happy stuff.
yesterday watched beethoven virus until episode 10.
i was so damn touched by the performance
onli 30 percent of the audience came.
and they are performing beethoven 9th symphony.
which is the famous work tad includes choir.
HOWEVER.
the choir disbanded long long ago.
could not make it.
plus
the conductor injured his hand.
he was bearing the pain while he conduct.
Ouch.

but still. to the end of the concert.
the choir came!
like fantasy!
while the symphony was playing.
the conductor relates his childhood story.
damn damn . sad.

when the performance ended
u can feel the effort the whole orchestra put in sia.
it was damn cool
i hope i feel the same thing during SYF.
everyone was crying while playing.
cos everyone damn touched.
actually not everyone crying lah
i onli noe durumi did.
cos she seems to read wads going on on the conductor;s mind.
the sad childhood.
where he wanted to commit suicide together with his mother.
when he was 10 yrs old.
all he had to do.
to kill his mother.
is to sit down at a corner
and wait quietly for 10 mins.
becos his mother is ill
needs to be injected with medicine every 3 mins.
if he juz sit there for 10 mins.
his mother will die.
their family damn damn poor.
but juz then.
i think is his imagination
but he hears music.
symphony orchestra playing music.
he opens the door.
light floods in.
and there he is on the stage beside a conductor.
and that conductor is him himself.
he sees his future.
he wans to be a conductor.
music has brought him life.

************************
shld i try squatting on the road?
or shld i try squeezing in 7 pieces of biscuits at one go?